My Constant
Whenever I wanna feel sad, happy, dancy, upbeat, mellow, or whatever, I listen to music. It’s the only thing that gives me reassurance. It provides me with consistency. The thing about music is that it isn’t scary. It doesn’t make me feel insecure or afraid. I know what I’ll get when I put on my headphones.
But being with someone is totally different. You can never rely on someone to be your constant, because you’re going to wake up someday and realize that the reassurance and consistency you once had will be gone. You’ll question your relationship and the inconsistencies and the flaws. You’ll wonder what went wrong. And after it’s all over, you’ll be flooded with insecurities, memories, depression, and loneliness.
In the end, I just have my music and that keeps me sane.
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My name is Richy. I'm 21 years old, but according to my face, I still look 12. I go to college in California. I'm a million different people from one day to the next.
